♥ says:
yes
if he wants to give off the high and mighty image
he might as well go and prove himself
this is what
cowardice is
-____-


never will i give anyone benefit of the doubt again.
well, at least not for another week or so.

why must debate always be so fucked up last minute. this time i don't think a miracle will save us.
guess i will just have to sacrifice for my weak will. shoulda put my foot down firmly while there was still time to deal out the punishment.

Last night I aimlessly stared out of my window waiting for the meteor shower. I saw nothing, but managed to delude myself into thinking that the stars were shining brighter. 10 mins well wasted.

I am disappointed by Bommie's livestage :( 

In other news, have a wip.

Bug-eyed girls with cliche and all-too-predictable bgs are my forte, as you can see. Psssst I can't draw.

Cross-posted from my tumblr. Staying under-the-radar so that i can do whatever I please.
I have no plans for tomorrow. How sad D:

It is 1:36 and I am not ready to face tomorrow, aka debate.
However, I am used to this routine by now.

How sadistic of me :\

I love my avvie :3 
If you wanna join, let me know and I can refer you : D That way we both get some extra cash, ohoho.
Since it's in beta there's not much to do yet, but shopping is always fun!

-back to hw-
-oh shit i must start to research for debate this week-

Waking up early to chase after a fragment of a dream.
Although my back muscles were clenched even tighter than my frozen fists, the sights that awaited me were well worth it.
Watching the sun rise from under a sea of clouds; catching my heart skip beats as I saw how ethereal it was for  the mist to rise from every crevice in the land.
I literally stopped the car every five minutes or so just to take pictures out in the stillness of the morning.
Let's face it, even though the approaching Canadian winter sucks; there is no other country so beautiful - it makes you want to cry.

This long weekend has been making me feel very depressed :\
Figures, I can't handle being alone with my thoughts for too long.

A clever phrase I thought of during on of my bursts of angst.
How useful it turned out to be for my English project, yay :D
However, the process of choosing songs is killing me. I realized that I don't listen to English music at all anymore, save for some oldies and  the hits of my junior high days... fail.



This is (part) of my CD cover. Flower totally not drawn by me, but everything else is :B

To take or not to take, that is the question.
I doubt in my course selections.
I - who so feverently complained about not having the right to choose last year.
FML.

Doodled quite a bit over the weekend, partially because I was unable to finish my wips :( 


Saturday night: random pirate girl with curls.


Sunday night: last scene from the Heartbreaker mv. Doesn't really look like GD, but hey I tried D:
I am really starting to like bb. I am starting to obsessively search for pictures of TOP and GD.
Hot ♥

Just spazzed for over half an hour after I found out from patapoufe that I can actually take Advanced Functions instead of my Functions class.
Yesss.
Hope my schedule change will be smooth. But before that, I hope they'll let me.

lolwth patapoufe . I was so worried and panicked right there. 
-headdesk-
still taking functions. hopefully will breeze through it and get high-er marks :D

So school has resumed and I'm trying my best to get my butt offline and do some preparation work :)
All of my courses meet my (lowered) expectations, save for marketing D: but who am I to complain.

Also: a simple & clean layout by unequally for the fall. In addition, a dp of myself :O

- LOLWTH -

I was just about to upload a old meme and this happened:

There are countless posts which I have read that are way longer than this. FML.

Once again, summer vacation has approached its end and I've outstayed my welcome in the comfort of idleness.
I will do my best to stay on track during the school year; to work and play my hardest.

Some long-deserved shouts: 
To silverxrainx , moobsftw  and eternalaffairs thank you for the touching birthday posts, although I didn't get to reply to them right away :'D I'm so grateful for your kinds words and endless support. I'll try my best to return the favour.

To eternalaffairs and jaimieallover  best of luck at your new school! Don't ever hesitate about it - you are awesome people and will love every second of the new (school)year.

To chiswick_lemay and patapoufe hang in there guys! It may seem dreadful now, but you'll get the upperhand once you graduate with your six-figure salaries. I will do my best to support you from afar ♥

To moobsftw who has always encouraged me about my opinions and prose, I will present to you a sketch of my winter.

( click to read )

out of boredom i watched jay chou's the secret.
what a messed up plot. what a beautiful blue-tinged romance.
filming-wise only.
ahhh.
fanexpo is tomorrow but i'm not at all looking forward to go.

Went shopping at Eaton Center with silverxrainx  and neonsavage .
Despite having no source of income this summer, I couldn't resist the temptation and bought a cute fall jacket at H&M.
It's so cute ♥

However, my Mom insists that it's too small  I'm too fat and that I should go exchange it.
I asked her to go with me so she could see that the next size up is in fact, too big for me, but she doesn't have enough time to go.
FML.
I'm not so excited to wear it anymore.

I didn't get to go running today. Must go run tomorrow.